Reflections of an Elderly Witch
And so it happened, one winter
afternoon, that a woman of elder years sat in a wing-backed chair fat with
cushions, and thought deeply.
She thought about many things—about kings
and princes, and whether she should do away with the lot of them; about
fairies, and whether she should call and ask them to sit about inside her
cottage house again, as they had made it look so cozy the last time; and, of
course, about cats.
But the last was because there was
one sitting under a pile of yarn, tugging at the mounds of string that grew slowly
smaller and smaller as the woman’s knotted fingers curled around wooden needles
for the small magic of making a sweater.
It was a small magic; infinitesimal
in the grand scheme of the use to which she had put magic to in her time. It was, as she might call it, other magic. She could not say that knitting a sweater was
any less magical per se; singular
threads became a woven whole, and that was indeed a form of magic. That said, it was a wholly different thing to
cast a spell, which took much more deliberative contemplation—say, for example,
sleeping on it first before deciding to do away with kings and princes.
It was the privilege of age that
allowed such peace of mind, to pause and consider, before she chose whether and
in what way to work her craft. A privilege
not denied the nature of youth, but usually pushed aside in favor of the thrill
of action.
A bump interrupted her philosophical
reflections. The cursed teapot had hit
the wall again. The woman may very well
have been used to the pot’s antics, but that didn’t mean she was happy about
tea splattering the wall. It did serve
as a reminder that tea was on the way, complete with tray and cup, a small jug
of cream, and a plate of scones. The teapot
filled the cup with a bit of cream and a long steady pour of steaming, fragrant
Assam. The warmth of the cup in her
hand, and a bite of scone filled with strawberry jam and butter did much to
ease her into a rather un-profound contentment.
There was, she mused to herself as
she sat back to enjoy her tea, much to be said for avoiding contentment. Namely, one always accomplished so much more
when one avoided it. The question was,
she thought to herself, what was the quality produced? When she was young, she had used much more
magic, and done so in wily ways, but perhaps it might have been done a bit
rashly. And always at the back of her
mind she wondered what she could get. It
was always about proving herself, always the thought of greatness. Striving, ever striving. And for what?
There were only so many feather beds in which one could sleep of an evening;
only so many outfits one could wear in a week; and she only ever desired to
fall in love with one person—and if that hadn’t happened yet, she wasn’t
worried. There was, she thought, patting
her delightfully curled white hair, still plenty of time for that…
But where was she?
Oh, yes, only room in a house for one
kettle, one stove, and one could really only ever sit in one chair at a time,
provided one hadn’t succumbed to a nasty dividing spell, or participated in a
much too realistic magician’s show. Of
course, when it came to strawberry scones, the number appropriate to digestion
hovered between two and three, she reflected as she licked jam from her lips.
The cat moved, cascading yarn about the floor. One cat, she thought as she looked down, was
plenty for anyone; especially for the cat.
She looked out her window, and watched the
fairies flit about, their glow a golden balm to the wintery-cold snow that lay
atop her garden.
The old woman sighed with serene
satisfaction. A little warmth, a little
food, a little light to brighten the dark.
That was the way to end the day.
And when the morrow came, with its kings and its princes to be dealt
with, she would be ready for the labor.
And that would be quite enough to be going on with.