The Breath of the Wind
The
wind whirled and cracked. Or maybe it
had cracked something. The house,
perhaps.
Stepping outside in the midst of the
storm was inadvisable, but the man wanted to survey the damage. It was not the house that had cracked; it was
the old apple tree. The wind had split it
down the middle.
He shook off the snow from his boots
as he stepped back inside.
‘Nothing hit the cottage,’ he said
to his wife.
‘That’s a relief,’ his wife replied,
then went back to her sewing.
‘But,’ the man began. The wife looked back up. And then she saw it. The look in his eyes. And she knew, even before he said, ‘It’s the
apple tree.’
He left it at that, but a knot found
its way between his brows.
His wife started to sink. As though she could fall through her chair,
as though the solid outlines of her world had begun to fade. He watched her begin to slip away; it was a sight
he had not seen in a long time.
Nights passed sleeplessly for the man,
because nights passed sleeplessly for his wife.
And in the day, he watched as she stood before the apple tree, its trunk
no longer an upright beam, but two swooping stems. For one side had fallen to the east, the
other to the west. And her eyes seemed
to bore into the crack.
He knew she must be wrung with
grief, but she did not say a word. The
first day passed, and still she stared and said nothing. The second day was much the same. And then the days began to blur together.
There was no watering to be done
between Winter and Spring. The snow insolated
and kept the dormant things alive without toil—no task need be done to ensure
the continuation of life. There was no
harvest; that had already been brought in, dried or canned. That made the man’s burden easier, for he
took on his wife’s tasks as best he could.
The meals were bland at first, but his wife didn’t notice; and slowly he
learned to add flavor. The laundry’s
stains had become part of the cloth itself, but this task, too, he conquered
sufficiently with time. The sewing he
left, after too many bloody fingers. But
that, too, he would try again, if enough time passed by. And still he hunted and skinned, chopped and
hauled, grateful for his mass of work.
For otherwise, he knew he would lose himself staring at his wife, as she
stared at the tree.
The snow melted, and all was stark
and bare. It was as though all the
living things around them would never return to life. The man grew weary and his soul darkened,
watching his wife stare at the innards of the tree. Slowly, one by one, flowers popped out of the
ground. Birds chirped once more. And all the trees, save one, began to show
their green. But, of course, the apple
tree lay barren.
Still his wife watched it. And he waited.
Then came a day that was not like
the others; the day that began with the flexing of his wife’s shoulders. It was as though a heavy weight had been
lifted onto them. Her breath itself seem
to deepen, as though it were readying itself for a great task. He could almost sense the pivot of her feet,
and he knew that when the moment of strength came, she would walk away. He let his task fall to the ground and went to
his wife’s side. He placed his hands on
her arms, as though he could make the weight of her burden less. And it was then that he realized she was
waiting for something too.
Several moments later his eyes grew
wide. For in the center of the tree,
there sprouted a shoot. Tiny at first,
then larger. Flowers began to bloom. The pale white of the wedding dress his wife
had worn when they planted the tree.
Pale white with blushing cheeks, like the newborn they had buried
beneath the shadow of its branches. They
stood, no longer waiting, resting in remembrance. And the breath of the wind seemed to nod, as
though it understood.
At the end of the day they turned as
one back to the cottage, for it was time to take up their tasks again.