The Dryad's Child
Willow trees can scarcely help the fact
that they cast the illusion of being dryads.
That said, dryads scarcely look like willow trees, so there you
are. But I cannot help but see a willow
tree and think of dryads. Though perhaps
that is only a trick that memory plays.
The substance of dryads is not the
leaves of a willow tree, or any tree, but rather flower petals. Cream white in color, the petals can be large
or small—it all depends on the coverage they desire in a given night. For night is when they come forth from their
trees and frolic in the woods. To feast
in a moonlit stream is the height of a dryad’s joy, and when they tire, they
sink into their trees to be one with them until their next parting.
It’s a curious thing, dryads being
made of blossoms, for many of the trees from which a dryad springs do not
produce flowers in a traditional sense.
And yet, that is what they are made of.
I am rambling, but time has that affect on one bent on reflection. I cannot help but think of such things. The similarity to the willow lies only in how
a willow’s branches move, for that is how the dryads dance.
How do I know?
Because I used to be one.
The day I parted from my tree and
took on the aged cloak of mortality was on a day not long ago—as so many days
have become now that my life wanes. It
was a child that caused these fatal breaths.
He walked among our grove. A
lonely thing. Unloved.
How did I know, me, one of the immortals
who cannot feel as feelings ought to be felt?
I do not know. I cannot explain. Perhaps, even then, I was meant to be as I am
now. Perhaps the ladies who give no
choices ordained it as such. Or perhaps
it fell into greater hands.
But I knew like I breathe that he was
unloved.
This child, who walked amidst our branches,
and stared about himself in wonder, took solace in trees.
It was not that I loved first. And perhaps that made a difference. He found my tree, nestled against my trunk,
and I felt him call it home in a language that beat in his heart. And in his call, I felt a shock, a warmth
within me, to be chosen in such a fashion.
We do not breed as mortals do, and though
our lives are long, a child is rare—a rare moment captured in the isolation of
the wood beyond which we cannot go.
But the child still came, day after
day—all of which blends together for an immortal. I do not know how long he came and sat
against my trunk. But I know the day
that he stopped coming.
And when that day came, I left my
forest. I cannot explain how anymore
than I can explain how I knew he was unloved and that he loved me. I sought him like one drowning seeks
air. I only knew that I loved and sought
to care—it meant infinitely more than immortality. I went in search of my child from one end of
the world to the other. For years I
yearned and searched. But I did not find
him. For what I did not know for quite
some time is that children grow up to be children no more. And so I had searched in vain.
Now my heart begins to fail. My mortality hovers just within reach of this
mortal coil. Farewell comes soon. But I will say this before my breath is
spent: it has been worth the search.