A Man Could Live
There was a man. He was young. It goes without saying that his level of naivete was on par with baby elephants and new born sloths. He saw the world, which is to say that he saw chaos, confusion, ready shifts, and no explanation.
There was power to be had there, in all that disarray. An order to be made, and he could have his hand in it.
There was anger, too. His. So much that he could taste the slam of his fist against it all.
Power and anger were going to fuel him, and let him take his place in a kind of sorcery that would bend people to his strength. He could rule them.
But he stretched out his hand, instead.
He put ink in his pen.
He began to write.
There were no spells, no carefully concocted mechanisms designed to sway. He only told what he saw. In so doing, the world grew sharp. It had the kind of starkness that calls to mind crows and wakes melancholy.
A man can live with melancholy, but only for so long before its walls that turn the world black and white work to turn the mind into shadow, a fuzzy disconnect that cannot possibly show real things. He did not want to have a fuzzy mind.
So, he began to write his questions. He sent them out, and listened to what came back.
The world went colorful, then. And clear.
For a moment, from time to time, there was such a thing as peace.
A man could live with peace.