The Witch, the Thoughts, and the Harvest
As the witch laid out the harvest, her mind drifted. There was a satisfaction in her work. A great satisfaction. She was feared, if not loved. This was not always so.
She remembered that time, the time before. When the men would show up at the door and barrage her with insults beyond belief for unsuccessful outcomes courtesy of them calling her too late. When eggs would soak the outside of her cottage, a treat of an insult given the cost of an egg. When small poos were carefully laid out in rude faces on the outside of her door, smoking slightly.
It took a muttering, just a few words. Ones that sounded pointed. Dropped under her voice, but loud enough so the nasty man could hear. From then on, all his misfortunes had a cause. From a knowing of the cause grew respect. Or fear. From a certain point of view, one is much the same as the other. The people in the village couldn't tell the difference. They didn't have the time.
But maintaining the fear required a sternness from the witch. An implacable severity. No one was to see it slip, for that way lay the past. The witch had little desire to step in turds again.
Still, there were nights like the last one. When the witch would be called into the child's chamber. She'd give the potion that opened the lungs, and prop up the child with her own body until the airway cleared. The child would breathe. And breathe again. And when the breathe became a pattern, the witch would allow herself the smile. The one that wondered what it would be like to be loved. The one that knew that she would never choose any other life but the one she lived. The one that loved humans for themselves.
Her mouth made a line as the witch nodded sharply to herself, her fingers hovering over the herbs. Enough of that, she thought. Enough of thoughts. She had life to be going on with.