The Gingerbread Woman
There
was once a woman who had been badly used.
She was not young, nor had she enough years to be called old—though she
had the face for it. And as if life
couldn’t keep from being cruel, she discovered that she was about to die.
Her time left was very short; there
was a week left of it, at most. And
there was something about this surety of death that made her do something she
had never before had the luxury to do: it made her stop and think. Such little time… And what to do with
it? She had enough money for a month of
living, and what had before felt like nothing more than scraping by felt
suddenly like a small fortune.
The longer she thought the more her
brain spun. There were many small things
she could buy, even a big thing. Some
things to enjoy in her last week of living.
But what was the use in that? There
was one thing, however, that she had once loved. One skill that had not been dulled, though it
had been a long time since it had been well-sharpened. And it had been learned at the hands of one
who had done her a small kindness. Thus,
the memory of it had stuck fast. If
there were little time, and the money could be spent, perhaps it could be dusted
off again and put to use.
The more she thought about it, the
more she liked the idea. And when she
could summon the strength, filled with purpose, the woman took her small
savings and spent it.
Flour and eggs, butter and brown
sugar, molasses so dark it looked like night.
And last, but the most important of all, she bought the spices. As soon as she arrived home with her goods,
she stuck her nose in the cinnamon. And
then the ginger. And then the cinnamon again. The smell of home and warmth and love wrapped
its scent all the way around her fragile, tired, lonely body. It felt like magic. And then… she began to bake.
The scent of fresh gingerbread wafted
through the heating ducts of her apartment home, swirling through the vents and
winding its way out into the street.
It was as the little men cooled that
the first knock came at her door. A
little girl with wide eyes stood before the woman. She was too scared to say a word, but the
woman knew the cookies had worked their magic.
She pressed a warm little gingerbread man into the little girl’s hands,
and as she did, the little girl’s face lit with excitement, stepping inside to take
her first bite and hoping there’d be more.
Another knock came at the door, and then another. And that was only the first day.
She baked the next day and the next
and the next, until her home was filled with neighbors and passersby, laughing
in the warmth of a room oven-heated that smelled of cinnamon and ginger, filled
with cheer. And when the last of the
ingredients had been transformed into gingerbread, and the woman finally sat
down to rest, no one noticed that she had slipped beyond the reach of time. But it didn’t matter. For the last thought the woman had before she
went away, was that she was content.